Life without Muse

After have I stumble so much on what I should write on my first post I decided to make a reflection on  what my life would have been without Muse.

     What would have been my life without this 3 piece band from Devon?
      How would have been it without listening to Matt's amazing falsettos and guitar skills? Without hearing Dom's voice when he speaks and without seeing Chris' smile. Would I have been more happy or sad?

       These are the typical questions in which no one usually has an answer to it, but since I'm already on vacations and have nothing to do I decided then to emerge in this pool of doubts.
      For starting Muse have giving me hope and confidence to do in what I believe 'cause they were also 3 teens full of dreams and expectations but life hasn't given them the tools to start. Due to the fact they lived in a town where nightlife and bands were a strange concept this boys had to wait some years to finally leave Teignmouth and go to London in order to chase their dream.
          The reason why I admire Muse so much is because they didn't break down seeing that during their adolescence these handsome boys were eager to grow but thanks to the lack of social life and opportunities their hometown has given to them they unfortunately weren't allow to. What I want to say is that I also feel like Matt, Chris and Dom when they were teenagers. I also want to leave my hometown and chase the dream of being a Journalist and have an exciting life. The problem is that I'm trapped in here. Sadly that brings me down each day. So in order to not sink and immerse on a ocean full of pang I fantasize one day I'll win all my fears and be as successful as Muse are.
      The point that i'm trying to reach is how would have been my life if I haven't had this cozy testimonial this live proof that dreams actually do come true. I reckon it would be a living burning hell that would boil every second every minute for eternity and I couldn't do anything to stop it. I would just stand there and wait for the next stab to enter in me and remove all my strengths and to suck my inspirations and beliefs.
        By the way sorry about the depressing description but I was listening to Radiohead at the moment